Ga suka ngumpul

Apa yang lu lakukan kalo lagi ngumpul sama temen-temen lu? hemm... maybe bakal ngegosip atau ngomongin sesuatu yang lagi up to date? ya ya begitulah yang biasa dilakukan. gw sih jujur, ga terlalu suka yang namanya kumpul-kumpul gitu. gw kalo jam istirahat disekolah lebih seneng dikelas dgerin lagu dari pada dger gosip-gosip yang ga jelas, lagian juga bukan urusan gw, ngapain amet gw dngerin.

menurut gw ngumpul sama temen-temen buat ngomongin yang ga terlalu penting itu wasting time banget. kesana  kemari bareng sama temen-temen, ke WC aja sama temen? ya ampun, emangnya takut nyasar ya? WC mah deket. lu mau pipis atau ngobrol di wc? =.=

terus solidaritas gitu kalo lu bareng terus sama temen-temen ke smua tempat? dih, yang ada malah kaya kembar dempet. kesana kemari ketawa ketiwi gitu. aduh wasting time banget.

well, gw lebih klop kalo gabung sama anak jcomm gw. karna jarang ngegosipin orang. yaa paling juga ngomong nya tentang komik, band dan cosplayer. skalinya ngomongin orang, pasti kita muji tuh orang, jarang banget ngomongin kejelekan nya, kecuali kalo udh kesel hehe. tapi jarang kok u__u

Gasuka Tebar Senyum

gue, adalah orang yang gasuka senyum setiap waktu. menurut gw yang namanya senyum itu hanya perlu dilakukan saat perasaan kita sedang bahagia aja. meskipun senyum itu ibadah, gw emang gasuka senyum terus gimana lagi? bukan nya gasuka senyum sih ya, tp gw emang tipe orang yang senyum kalo gw butuh. misalnya gw lagi jalan, gw emang ga pernah senyum dan selalu nunduk karna gw males papasan sama orang, pasti orang yang ngeliat gw bilang "dia sering di bully ya dikelas?" padahal mah, semua anak dikelas gw pasti pernah di bully dan gw adalah orang yang ga sering di bully. terus misalnya lagi kalo anak" dikelas gw pasti diem ga senyum, pasang tampang cool gitu lah pastinya, eh anak-anak pasti bilang kalo gw lagi galau. WHAT THE HELL, gw ga galau kali -__- gw emang kaya begini tampangnya. emangnya lu pikir cuma orang galau aja yang ga senyum? gw ga galau dan ga senyum itu fine aja!

terus lagi kalo di jalan ga pernah senyum gitu, pasti orang-orang bilang gw tuh jutek. gue ga jutek kali, gw emang males senyum. mungkin orang-orang juga ga suka berteman sama gue karna gue begitu. tapi ya bodo amet, gw nyaman kok sama sifat gw yang begini. so what? this is my life man!

kalo ditany, kenapa sih gw kaya gini? ya karna prinsip gw begini "untuk apa senyum-senyum? memangnya ada yang lucu? sperti orang bodoh saja!" lagian juga ad yang bilang kalo banyak tertawa sedikit berpikir. ya kan senyuman itu awal dari tertawa, kalo bnyak senyum pasti sering ketawa-tawa juga. menurut gw itu cuma wasting time! masa setiap saat bercanda dan ketawa, hellawh ada waktunya kali.

mungkin orang mikir gw orang yang terlalu serius dan ga asik. masa sih? emangnya lu udh kenal sama gue? gue tuh anaknya bisa kok di ajak bercanda. tapi bukan untuk sesuatu yang standar -_-

well, begitulah gw..... :D

Gamau Disapa & Menyapa

yap, bener banget. gw itu orang nya gasuka disapa dan menyapa. tapi bukan berarti kalo ktemu dijutekin gitu.ya kalo ktemu kan bisa senyum aja atau gimana gitu, ya kan? gw emang aneh. ga banyak orang yang kaya gue. mungkin orang-orang gabakal bisa ngertiin gue tentang salah satu sifat gw yang kaya gini. tapi ya ini gue, lu gasuka yaudah, gw ga pedulli. gw nyaman kaya gini. daripada gw harus pasang senyum palsu tiap kali ktemu sama orang. sumpah, gw gasuka banget sama yang namanya kemunafikan. menurut gw, ktemu orang terus nyapa adalah sbuah kemunafikan buat gw. ga tau kenapa gw mikir kaya gini -__- tapi kalo di luar skolah, gw pasti nyapa anak" komunitas cosplay gue. tapi kalo sama anak" cosu gw klop banget,. mreka ga lebay kalo nyapa, ga di gaya-gaya in intonasinya. mungkin kalo anak-anak disekolah gw nyapa gw dengan biasa gw bakal seneng-seneng aja u___u

yaa ini salah satu sifat gw yang aneh dan perlu lu skalian tau. bukan berarti gw begini karna gw gasuka sama lu smua. gw suka, tp gw gasuka aja disapa. udah cuma itu doang. gw harap lu pada ga salah tanggep ;)

Just Be Friend

Just be friends All we gotta do is just be friends It's time to say goodbye- just be friends All we gotta do is just be friends Just be friends, just be friends Yesterday morning I was thinking when it came to me Like picking up the pieces of some shattered pottery I wondered 'what the heck is this?' and some blood dripped from my fingertips So different from what it had been, it cut me by surprise Deep down inside of me, I knew that it'd be for the best Though it'd be painful for us both, there is just nothing left We're caught in this run-around, and it's running me into the ground I'd tell you, but I don't know if you've even realized That you and I are in a world that's gradually decaying This is the only way to get ourselves out of here You smiled at me weakly, said "Don't think so bleakly" Then I pulled the plug I heard your voice shout out to me, hounding Sounding and rebounding and echoing, all in vain Nothing remains, nothing's the same, let's just make a clean break There's nothing keeping us here now we've unfastened the chain There are no second chances this time, now They're spent, disconnected, and dead under false veneer You ask me why, I only sigh, "That's just the way that it is" And I walk out lest we find out whose dry cheeks were now wet with tears All we gotta do is just be friends It's time to say goodbye- just be friends All we gotta do is just be friends Just be friends, just be friends Last night when everything calmed down a bit, I realized Like picking up the petals of a flower past its prime Its bloom is gone, there's no going back Every petal is a death in the palm of my hand And so, a while ago, our time together simply stopped I still recall that day when I was introduced to you When I first saw your smiling face, it melted me right through But now we've thrown the past away And we're hurt and hurt each other just to deal with the pain Our hearts are filled with thorns, but I can't say that I forgot When we were trudging through the days before I made to end it When I was pulled in two by my still reluctant mind Even though I still loved you, I still felt I had to Tell you that we should break up There is a rainstorm drenching my heart, and Dumbfounded and cowering, my vision is watery My mind's made up, so what is up with this hesitancy? I'm shaken down to the bone by pain that's running through me We loosed the bonds and we've let them go, now The seam has been opened, and it's fading more every day This is goodbye, at least we tried, but now it's over, my friend We cannot stay, just walk away and don't ever look back again If I had a chance, only had one chance To wish a wish and make that wish come true If you and I could be born once again, then After all, I- again, I- I'd still want to meet you I heard your voice shout out to me, hounding Sounding and rebounding and echoing, all in vain Nothing remains, nothing's the same, let's just make a clean break There's nothing keeping us here now we've unfastened the chain We loosed the bonds and we've let them go, now The seam has been opened, and it's fading more every day This is goodbye, at least we tried, but now it's over, my friend We cannot stay, just walk away and don't ever look back again This the end of our love, now All we gotta do is just be friends It's time to say goodbye, just be friends All we gotta do is just be friends it's time to say goodbye, just be friends All we gotta do is just be friends, just be friends It's time to say goodbye Just be friends

Is Love that foolish...?

I cry because of you

Did you mean it when you said it was over

eventhough i persuade and ask you many times

the words that come back are, "Im sorry"

is that it? just those words?

you said there was never another love for you

if you were gonna leave anyways

why did you make me cry like a fool.....?

you once told me that i would be

someone that you cannot never forget

are really a person like this?

I'm really not confident

We will be living in pain with some memories

I'll be missing you so much

I cry, because I can't forget you

I really can't live a second without you......

Only Friends

You're the smile on my face when nothing seems right

The reason why I find it hard to sleep at night

You're the beat of my heart and you're the only

Tou're the tears in my eyes when you do not care

that you just never had seen all my special stare

you are the one in my mind and somebody

since then I understand we are only friends

but still i think of you

and i hope....

someday soon you will be my groom

can I kiss you in my dreams?

can I hug you in the rain?

can I just whisper the words that long I wanted to tell you

will you say that you were feeling it too?

i'll just keep you in my dreams

cause i can't keep you for real

I will promise to stand by you forever

even if it means nothing will change

WE ARE ONLY FRIENDS

Ask me Why.....

Ask me why i keep on loving you when it's clear that you don't feel the same way. for me the promblem is as much as i can't force my self to stop loving you